RIP Farrah Fawcett and Michael Jackson, its sad both passed away on the same day

I'm so excited to go to my first real concert **its NoDoubt** nextweek with marine_and_lime and I've already booked our hotel room for a low price thanks to my employee discount. Now the only things I have left do is hope I get my requested days off, get a new digital camera and hope everything goes well. So I'll be in Virginia Beach for three days ^^

This time I'm not going resign from it either. I was so happy when I found out that I impressed both of the interviews and excited to start this weekend. So looks like bringing up my confidence and food service experience paid off ^.^

It actually did snow! I'm really happy about this its about dang time!

Yea really short entry....but I'm now becoming obsessed with this drama XDDDDD

I haven't posted in weeks, darn sorry for my lack of updating. So now its a new year and I haven't made any resolutions because I'm usually to lazy to accomplish them.

About two weeks ago I went to a open house for a new restarunt that was hiring and it was badly handled. I'm not sure if the manegers knew that many people would show up or they just didn't bother to get prepared. So I came about 30 minutes before the time the open house was going to start and waited inside with a few other people. As time went by more people showed up and a few of the interviwers handed out applications. The people who finished their applications had to wait for their interviews. So this is where things weren't handled well, the people who arrived early and turned in the applications had to wait 1 to 2 hours to be called. Some people who arrived later than them got called first and after waiting for 2 hours I left. Then again I had the same thing happen to me at a previous open house *which I'm not going to get into*. I guess in all my job hunting is still continuing.

Lastweek akira_kaitaki came over to eat some dumplings that my mom made and also to hang out for awhile. I also gave her a drawing that I owed her 3 years ago. So we began talking about how a few things that haven't changed, like I remember around the time I was in middle school and the two popular animes at the time were Dragonball Z and Sailor Moon. So anytime someone drew some type of anime character the first comment they would get "is that a Dragonball Z character" lol. Since apparently any character with spikey hair is Goku?. Of course I'm not saying that all people thought the same thing though but, it was funny and didn't bother me much. That was until I found out from brother that there are some people who still use that same comparison although, it seems that now a few kids at his school replace it with Naruto. Its just kind of funny to see the little changes and laughing at it.

Also I really get annoyed with the weather were I live. Since it goes from cold to one week then warm and so on. Not only that we haven't had much snow and what we do get it mostly a dusting. So now I just want spring to start since winter has pretty much been on and off. I forgot to mention that I saw that Twilight movie last year and my friend and I pretty made jokes about the movie >.< sorry to any fans of the books *no hard feelings ok?*


Well Happy Valentines Day and take care ^__^

Recently there have been these bugs that look like a cross between a spider and a cricket appreaing in my aunt's house. The first time I saw one I thought it was a spider and then when hoped I started to freak. Gosh my reaction was dumb but none the less, I've stepped on two so far and they just keep coming back. *shudders* I really don't like bugs much but, if it was just a cricket I'd leave it alone x__x

I talked to my mom earlier today about coming to visit this Thanksgiving. So after about a few minutes of dicussing and thinking I've decided to go back home for about two weeks ^___^. I can't wait to see my parents and brothers again *even their beta fish too*. Looks like nextweek my mom will drive up to Maryland to pick me up. Till then take care

Just a crumpy *camera phone* shot from a video my friend sent me. If ya wanna see it :http://www.cnnbcvideo.com/index.html?nid=am9YBkOKoHOJqFHJZpQGyzIwMzQxMQ--&referred_by=11189232-7g1xCTx don't worry I'm not making a post to sway peoples votes, but the fact of putting anyones name made me laugh.

Yesterday I talked to akira_kaitaki over the phone about her plans to move back to California. Shes planned alot so far and from there I asked her how was it living there was. She said it was great and from there I told her that I was having second thoughts on moving in with a friend. So I'm left thinking of what I should do. In a way were going two different paths and after I finish college I'd like to move to area thats more involved with my major. Either way I look at its bound to happen =_=.

Still kind of peeved that the payment for my cell phone didnn't go through correctly earlier. Atleast now I know that after calling customer service they recieved the money. So for now all I do can is text until the next service starts. Till then take care~

Well by the end of this months it will that I've been here in Maryland for about 2 months. Thats the longest I've been away from and I'm not kidding *I don't travel much*.

Last month my family and I participated in the Alzheimers's assocaitions memory walk in memory of my grandmother who died from the disease 7 years ago about 3 days before Christmas. It was great to see some of my cousins that I hadn't seen in a while. What I liked most was seeing my cousin who haven't seen since my grandmother died and my two baby cousins. Most of all my dad and my two brothers were there too. We all enjoyed the fact that were walking in awareness for the disease and also our grandmother.

After the walk my aunt threw a little bbq for my cousin's graduation and my aunts birthday *including mine*. So after celebrating everyone decided to play my aunts Wii that she got as a going away gift. Almost everyone was getting way into Wii sports 0___0 and one of my cousins started to get really competitive. I could explain the whole thing but its something I would record and post.

So now a month later I've decided to go back to school and hopefully start in the fall of next year. This time I'm going to enter the major I wanted to do which is animation so I hoping things will work out. I'm still job hunting and I'm making sure to not give up. So I leave you with picture of aunts dog and my brother graduation pics. ( Photos ) till then take care ^^

Well after four year of going Maryland to stay with aunt for awhile has finally happened ^__^. I've been here since Sunday and so far things are going kind of good, downside is that I have to look for another job since I quit working at Noodles & Company and I also had resign from working at Kolhs.

So now on to why I quit working at Noodles & Company; I decided to quit after the managr cut mine and along with other co-workers hours. Before I was working about 24 to 30 hours a week and as time passed my hours began to get shorter. Now at first it didn't bother me much until I found out from another co-worker that I was being paid less then the other cashiers or salad makers. Eventhough, after finding out I decided
to keep working there since I needed the money. Not only that the manager was a complete jerk and very immature which made me wonder how the heck did this guy got this position. I could on about this guy but I'll just leave it out. So once I saw that I was only sceduled to work only one day a week I decided it was time to quit.


While I was working at Noodles & Company I decided to apply for another job since I wanted a second job to compensate it. So after a brief interview I got the job at Kohls and so far I've there for a month.

Hmm...maybe tommorow I'll into more things that have happened. I just to remeber and not be lazy.

Well another journal update ^^. About four weeks ago I started another 6 week long class and I happen to like the class so much more. So far I've learned how to make cold soups, hors d'oeuvres, smoked meats, sausages and this week I started to learn how to make pâtés. I like how this class has many more things to learn and what makes it even better is when we get to taste test what we made. So in all I hope with a little hard work I could pass this class.

Also after sending in many applications I have finally got a job. Tomorrow I start the training periods that last for four days and on the 24th of this month I'll start working. Yesterday I went to the orientation where the manger went over the policies and etc. and it was only about an hour long. I was the only there that day because the original orientation day for all the employees is today and my class is scheduled on Tuesdays and Thursdays.

So tomorrow I have to be at work for training at 7:50 am, I'm crossing my fingers and hoping that this job will work unlike my previous one.

Went to get some more applications so..the job hunt is still on. Now to the real reason why I'm posting since I'm really excited about it. While reading USA Today I read their cover story on 3D movies *or kind of a switch to*. As I was looking at the movie list the one that made me extremely happy was about a Alice in Wonderland movie directed by Tim Burton. I always liked his style when making movies *whether its from books and so on*and I've always wanted to see a different style to this story. So hopefully it will turn out good and so I'll just have wait until its release in 2010.

I've doing so bad in my class TT^TT and mostly because I haven't been moving fast enough when it comes to making soups,sauces and, stocks. So now I'm having second thoughts about my major since I haven't been doing so well. *sighs* Atleast I tried even though it I wasn't up to par as the other classmates. Seems like the teacher noticed I wasn't doing well and wanted me to have some conference with some guy from P.A.V.E (Program for Adults in Vocational Education). He began explain to me that I should try that program since it also has cooking courses but, the thing is that the courses are not transferable. So...it looks like I'll most likely change my major if things don't work out. One thing that is sure I should never just jump into major without researching it.

Well onto something else since I'm bored I'll post few of my drawings. I forgot the last time I even made such a post. Under the cut are few fanarts, some cartoon doodles and random people. The images are large *I think* so sorry T___T( omg lyke drawings? )

So far I started week 4 of the stocks and soups class I'm in and I began to think that maybe this major isn't fit for me. Going into culinary arts was kind of a spur of the moment decision. At first I thought going into this major would be something I could try doing and so far its just falling flat. So far my progress in the has been very slow and I lose so much confidence when I see the majority of the students learning faster than me. I feel that I'm slowing down people especially when were divided into groups. I'm slow when it comes to cutting the vegetables and only until now I've kind of gotten the hang of it. Of course its not good enough and I feel like a failure in the class.

Now I'm thinking of changing my major back to liberal arts because when I think back at it. I felt a lot more comfortable in the courses I took then the class I'm taking now. I'll try to make it through the class and if it doesn't work out I'll either take a break from college or go back to my original major. I'll most likely just change my major because I have a chance to transfer to another college. Well I guess theres no need to keep focusing on the downsides.

I think I'll just go back to other forms of art mostly drawing and part of me would still like to take a up a major in animation. Like anyone I'm not perfect , but this is a this another one of those learning experiences. Till then take care

Another new entry *is proud*, I went to the movies today with akira_kaitaki and watched the movie "Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street". Both of us really liked the movie and for those who haven't seen I think its worth seeing.

Before going to movies akira_kaitaki had to make a few stops and after that we headed to the mall. Since the movie wasn't for a another 50 minutes we decided to look around the mall. I didn't buy anything since I was low on money, but akira_kaitaki bought season two of Kyou Kara Maou and another anime that I just forgot the name of it T__T. I then noticed that it was almost time for the movie start and I was happy that we decided to buy the tickets before going to the mall.

After the movie we headed straight to the mall. This time I wanted to see if FYE had the soundtrack of the movie and luckily the store had it, but I didn't enough money. Then again in a way I did enough money for it. Since I'm planning on saving the money to the see Speed Racer movie =__=

So now after seeing the movie I really want to get the soundtrack.Also akira_kaitaki and I found a How to Draw Yaoi book in Waldenbooks and of course since being the dorks that we are got excited. We kept saying "the gods have sent us something lovely!". The disappointing thing is that it didn't have any sexy in it.

Well till then take ^___^

Happy *a day late* New Year

Now that its 2008 I should make changes about myself. Since I haven't actually planned out any resolutions but, I think I might think of some tonight. My main resolutions should involve with improving myself esteem, my school work, getting a job and there are probably other things I could list.

I kind of enjoyed this past Christmas, I got a gift I didn't expect to get *which was a iPod nano*. Not only that my brother got a cell phone and a mp3 player which he over uses. Ever since he got the cell phone, all he does is constantly send text messages to me. Its nice that he has a cell phone and all but, he's wasting minutes.
On Christmas Eve my god mother and my god siblings came over to make gingerbread men and sugar cookies which was nice. Unlike other past holidays my mom and I only made chocolate chip cookies and jelly cookies T___T

I forgot to mention in my previous entry about how my brother got suspended from school due to a incident where he supposedly threw a calculator at a student. It seems like the kid was calling him names and pushing him into walls. Which sucks that the kid didn't even get a suspension for his previous actions. Originally it was going to be a 10 day suspension but, after my parents had a meeting with the principle my brother will now be able to go back to school again.

Well hopefully this year will turn out positive and no one will get any type of suspension. Not only that I hope I'll be able to full fill some of my resolutions and I wish luck fie everyone else with their New Years resolutions.

Till then take ^__^

My brother recently got his scores on the Stafford Knowledge test...and his scores were at high school level. As a kid always I always had trouble in school, so basically I have a learning disability and I'm the not the only one. My second youngest brother who is 14 also has a learning disability. Dang it =__= well I shouldn't focus on it too much, but I'm proud of little brother though.

I'm so disappointed with this seasons finale. None of my favs. won especially the absolutely gorgeous geek. Heather will always be my favorite top model contestant ^__^.

After my last post I feel a lot better now, it was better to express my feelings instead of keeping it in.

Well I finally took the time to actually study for a test and it paid off. Since I started the fall semester my first two grades were low and I was on the brink of failing. I need to stop putting off studying and work on my grades. Darn class is so boring =__=

Also another late b-day shout outs to all the October birthdays *hands out candies*. Happy *early* Birthday to marine_and_lime and kio_kasuke.

I hope the weekend starts soon, I just want to relax and try to get a birthday gift for one of my friends.

till then take care *hopefully my entries will be longer*